These are not the right people...

I was talking to my dear friend Michalla the other day and we were talking about failed relationships. It is a strange thing, cause even if you want to end it with someone, it is still so hard because for a short amount of time, these people are a HUGE part of your life and then BAM they are gone. If it is not you, it is always someone else. Then we started thinking about how we are exposed to these people to understand what we REALLY want in a guy. We are shown what we do not want, and also that most of these times, these guys do not deserve us. It is a beautiful thing to realize that the guy God does have for me and all of you gals out there is so much more amazing then any guy you have yet to date. We feel this hurt for a reason, we see this pain for a reason. It does make us strong. Even though at the time, it is hard to accept that something is over, the next best thing is just waiting to be found. God's time is perfect and that alone gives me such hope. Wow, that was deep. I am sorry. But I have been really "feeling" lately. The guy on the computer next to me keeps clearing his throat really loud. Annoying? Yea, just a bit:) Only four more days in F-Town!

Till next time...