Thursday, May 26, 2005

LESSON LEARNED, DAMN IT

Hi. I am about to leave this hell hole that I have been residing in for WAY TO LONG and here is what I have learned:

1. DO NOT drive your friends cars.
2. DO NOT Date a co-worker.
3.DO NOT date little boys who are BIG BABIES.
4. DO NOT date ANYONE in Farmington.ESPECIALLY the Fire-boys.
5.Eat at Riverside Pizza often.
6.Get out ASAP, or you get stuck and belive me...you so do not want to get stuck here.
7.DO NOT settle for what you don't want, I did and now look at me. I might have BLOWN it.
8.Taco Bell is the best resteraunt here.
9.99.9% of the people here are freaking NUTS and are not worth your time
and finally?
10.DO NOT date a good friend...it ruined it.

That is all. Next time I write I will be in Denver having fun with my old friends and future husband:)

Peace out-

Sunday, May 22, 2005

These are not the right people...

I was talking to my dear friend Michalla the other day and we were talking about failed relationships. It is a strange thing, cause even if you want to end it with someone, it is still so hard because for a short amount of time, these people are a HUGE part of your life and then BAM they are gone. If it is not you, it is always someone else. Then we started thinking about how we are exposed to these people to understand what we REALLY want in a guy. We are shown what we do not want, and also that most of these times, these guys do not deserve us. It is a beautiful thing to realize that the guy God does have for me and all of you gals out there is so much more amazing then any guy you have yet to date. We feel this hurt for a reason, we see this pain for a reason. It does make us strong. Even though at the time, it is hard to accept that something is over, the next best thing is just waiting to be found. God's time is perfect and that alone gives me such hope. Wow, that was deep. I am sorry. But I have been really "feeling" lately. The guy on the computer next to me keeps clearing his throat really loud. Annoying? Yea, just a bit:) Only four more days in F-Town!

Till next time...

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

two more weeks!

Only two more weeks before I leave this dreadful town.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Hey...Maybe you could CRY some more...

Kay...is it just me or is every single song that Simple Plan comes out with a freaking tirade about how dreadful their lives are, were and forever will be? Oh, sorry you are rich, famous, have everything at your disposal and have a ton of eager chicks waiting to be your girlfriend. Maybe at some point in life, they had a "bad" time, but i think it is due time they write a song about something positve...or they could DO something poisitive and stop writing ALL TOGETHER. Simple Plan? Here is a simpler one...stop bitchin'

Till next time...ciao